:: Silence :: 2007

I wander my thoughts to the thing next to me
And wonder what it is that it could be
And then my eyes quickly dart to that over head
Here as I lay down on this bed
And it turns to thoughts of my family and friends
Are they ok or are they dead
And panic starts to overset at the ridiculous thought
Of having to have all that shit that I bought
Then wondering how the hell am going to pay
And when am there, what am going to say
But then afterwards, what is it that I have to buy again
But then it starts to lose any sense
Because I bought it only to have it return
And that would cause more time to waste
Since afterwards I have to bathe
But if I bathe, then I might drown
Which makes zero possibility since I would be down
And it’s in a shower to begin with
So I’d either be standing or on a sit
But what if Freddy can melt through the tub
And try to grab me and take a rub
And my head starts to panic, do I really want to
Go down and go take that shower?
Or take a bath, or was it in the bath that Freddy came
Or does it really matter? It’s all the same.
And panic starts to over set
And the beating starts to bet
First at slow and then much quicker
The taste at last becoming bitter
Theheartstartstofeverandpanicnowworsen
IcantrememberwhatIwasdoing
Whathappenedtomyfamilyaretheyok
Aretheystillaliveorwasittoday
Oramitheonewhoisdeadandamlivinginadream
Ohgoditsnotatallaswhatitseems
PANICKINGOHGODPLEASESOMEONESTOPTHEPAIN
PLEASETHERESNOTHINGLEFTTOGAIN
IDONTWANTTOTHINKANYMORE
BUTIFISTOPTHINKINGTHENALLTHISCOMESTOANEND
ANDIFTHISENDSWHATELSEISTHERE
PLEASESTOPTHEPAINPLEASESTOP
ICANTTAKEITANYMORE

Peace.